长不大的女孩

i dont even wanna blog these days anymore.

looking at everybody's fantastic grad trips i cannot help but feel sorry for myself...

i have not been in a f**king plane for ten years! 

and i start work earlier than anyone else, so i can't go on holidays anymore. =(

unless the holidays are scheduled in 2nd/3rd week of June or December, i can't go at all! 

but then again, i'm seriously broke (okay lar, if i really wanted to go on a trip i suppose i could), but then there comes the problem of finding travel partners and planning a holiday in advance ( i hate last min holidays).

and the idea of leaving my aunt home alone struggling with my sister while i'm having fun all alone doesn't sit too well with me either.

and i skipped watching "What Happens In Vegas" with a couple of friends because of my stupid sister's exam.

i am seriously in a love-hate relationship with my house, i hate it when i'm forced to give up my own things because of things like my-sister-has-a-paper-tmrw-so-i-gotta-stay-home-to-help-her.

Then i start feeling guility if im partying outside coz i'm neglecting the home.

22 going on 23 is tough.

i'm gonna start being more irresponsible.