长不大的女孩

in a few minutes time, i'll be 23.

somehow not really looking forward to the time... kinda dreading that i'm getting older.

older = more responsibilities, less playtime, more wrinkles, less collagen, more shoulder/back aches, less sleeping time.

basically more of the worse ones and less of the better ones.

kinda depressing thoughts for a birthday.

still, i should treasure this time i guess.

before long, it'll be the same time again next year and i'll dread getting yet another year older.


when i was four years old, i used to think to myself that maybe after 5 years old, i'll go back to being four years old again, and three, and two, and one, then back to two, three, four, five and then back again.

i wish.